Saturday, May 8, 2010

You Haunt Me In My Dreams.

OMG.

What? But why?

It's been a whole month. I think this is getting out of control. It's kinda scary if you ask me.

And every time, it is something new, always getting better. How great it would be if it were in real life too. I am heading out on a Field Trip today. I am kinda tired. But mehh. :)

I got drenched last night by the way! Did I tell you? It was horrible. It was after I showered too! MEH! GOSH.

Oh well. The lights were really pretty last night... You should've seen it! I am kinda proud of myself. :)

And thank you everyone who lent me your lights. :) Your lights were so beautiful! :)

Pictures up soon. :) Imma go get ready for the field trip now. :)

Friday, May 7, 2010

One Two Three, No Only You and Me.

Okay.

Guess what. Since that day that I was up till sunrise, I've been insanely happy and hyper.

I am smiling and grinning wider than Garfield or the Cheshire cat. I must admit, it feels kinda good but kinda weird at the same time. Hmm.

I dunno. I'm just sayingg... :)

Anyway, yesterday was a bit of a bummer cause I felt that time just flew by too fast that I couldn't do ANYTHING. But, for Pac Basin, instead of having class, we watched "A Village Called Versailles". It was really mind boggling.



Somehow this movie, in the end made me realize something that made me feel a little bit more comfortable with our current situation and somehow watching it, I thought about you and what you told me about your life. Somehow it compelled me to want to talk to you even more... Did you know that I knocked on your door last night...? It was for homework, but I did so anyway...

The semester is ending.

My Freshman year is coming to a stop.

Oh wow.

I'm becoming a Sophomore soon.

OH BOY.

Yes. Today is day 3, soon, I will be totally happy. With or without you.

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

Nasi Lemak.

I was talking to Kamron yesterday while eating school cafeteria Pad Thai.

He was describing Nasi Lemak. And I could imagine it.

The sambal, the ikan bilis, the egg, rendang. OH MY GOD.

Is it really bad that I really want a big fat juicy bite of the rendang chicken? Oh dear...

This is killing me on the inside. Miss Kristi gave us donuts, I can't take another bite no more. My taste buds crave nasi lemak. Mmh, my throat just started aching again. This is bad.

I am running on 10 minutes of sleep, I don't think that really counts as sleep.

SIGH.

Last night was a big stretch for me. I looked at you in the eye for the first time in a long time. Sure, I felt the same old emotions but I guess I needed to stretch myself, out of my comfort zone.

Monday, May 3, 2010

Due in 3, 2, 1

Okay so the paper is due in 3 hours. I've one page and a bit more.

It's crazy. So much to read and shit.

MMH.

Its that time of semester again. Goshlings.

I think this madness should stop, its so not helpful.

Can die kay.

DIE. *stab* oof.

Sunday, May 2, 2010

Stop.

So I went to the Antheneum with Thao to study. So I brought Pac Basin readings to catch up on.

However, at one page, I fell asleep and went into deep sleep.

I dreamt of something but couldn't remember that I dreamt about anything when I woke up. But when we were walking back, I remembered. Oh wow. -.- Shocker. I kinda remembered the story too.

We were really good friends again and you were really nice to me. I don't know if that is a sign or something.

I kinda wanna go to bed now. I shall do that I think. I still have tomorrow to do this. Yes. I will

PROMISE.

Dream.

I've been having weird dreams all week/ month.

Yet, I am not getting the sleep in need.

Goddamn lah seriously.

IF was okay. I kinda regret buying all those things.

Oh well.

Giving out candy at the end was the best part of my day.

Saturday, May 1, 2010

Back to Basics.

Okay. So, while waiting for my laundry at 3 in the fucking morning, I fell ASLEEP ARGH :(

And some kind soul put my pants back into the dryer cause yes, it was kinda wet a bit. -.-

MEH. And I fell asleep, only to get back up at almost 7 in the morning back to my room for a 30 minute nap perhaps.

Been performing all day and manning the booth. So I decided not to cancel it in the end.

MMH.

I am tired. But I are heading out to Ninas for indian food!! ;)

RAWR. I love you Ana Laraia.

Pulled out my kebaya for the first time since I got here today. :) I kinda like it but I've been itchy all afternoon and it was kind of a bad idea since it was so effing HOT. -.- MEH.

Oh well. :)