Damaged hair.

Alright.

I am rather sure that my hair is kinda dead now. :)

1. I first curled them (they were testers!)
2. Then I straightened them (I woke up with really ugly hair!)
3. Then I curled them again. 

I had to! :(

Yesterday, I realized that I've become very spoiled since I got here. 

I guess you were right. Hmm.

Last night was the Sports Banquet. I was as always, overdressed.
-.-

Oh Kim. 

Okay. Yes. Photo.

I love you both.

Swim Team. :) We're great.

Stole these off Malina and Choy Shin. Will upload my share later. :) 

Turn Around, Bright Eyes.

GLEE GLEE GLEE! 

I had so much fun catching up on the episodes that I missed. :)

They were marvelous. :) HEH.

I felt kinda sad when they started singing the love songs though...

I felt the pain and all the sadness that has been couped up inside of me kinda burned.

Oh well. Nothing I can do about it. Just... waiting for it to die out...

Hmm. Yeah.

Okay, so, tomorrow is the Sports Banquet. I have my dress, I just need to figure out what I wanna do with my make up. Hmm. And I feel like my dress is kinda empty. I need accessories. But what? Hmm.

Okay, I should go. Back later.

Tumor.

Okay.
So, I discovered the reason for my insane mood thingies last night.
Thank goodness I found it in time. Or elseeee.

Anyway, on a slightly different note.

I don't like how they asked us if we wanted to go to Japan just 2 weeks ago. MONTHS after I bought my plane ticket.

This is kinda dumb. Had they told me earlier, my trip to Japan would've been earlier! DEAR GOODNESS.

I wanna go to Japan! :( I should plan and start saving for next summer you think? :)

Hmm. This kinda sucks. :(

Kay, Glee time! YAY

cmen - kimmy: haha, i'll take your word for it kimmy. things are already getting better. =) yes yes, i bring you go makan all the msian food you've been missing out. bringing any friends back?

This reminded me of a conversation I had with Shiori. Some time, say 7 months back.

It was back when I had you. Back when she told me to bring you back with me so that they can meet you in person. Back when you were the one person I held dear to my heart. The one who I still do.

Yet, now, 7 months later, I'm left here all alone. Sitting and waiting for the day you will come knocking on my door the way you used to. The way you would walk in with a smile on your face. The one smile that used to make my heart beat faster than the gallops of a horse.

I hate this.
I hate remembering this cause I know that there is nothing I can do to make things better.
I hate reminiscing on the times when you would make my nights much more bearable.
I hate knowing that I brought this unto myself.

I hate myself.
I hate the fact that I still care in that way.

urgh, stop Kim. Enough.

* me duele mi corazon porque tu fuiste mi razon pero ahora tu no estas aqui * 

Terror of being Late.

No, not pregnant late, time late, but pregnant late would be insanely scary... If it's unplanned. No guys, don't worry. :)

You know how I've been having weird dreams for the past month right?

Well, yesterday when I took a nap, I dreamt that I was late to dinner. In my dream, the sky looked really dark, light a typical 7pm in Malaysia look. Scaryyyy.
Then this morning, I dreamt that I woke up late for my 1pm class but it was only 9.30 in the morning. -.- MEH

Weirddddddddd

My brain REALLY needs to rest when I'm sleeping. Falling asleep seems to be the hardest to do these days. Kinda sucks. Judging by the fact that I really need the sleep. -.-
And dreams aren't exactly me resting well you see. -.-
Dear god.

Ahh, beauty sleep. I need... Dreamless please.

OH OH!

Look what I found...

Cute eyh? :) 

Answers to My Prayers

The dreams from the past month I think has pushed me to do something I've been supposed to do for a really long time. I'm still kinda bummed at how I had to do it first.
But I think it went okay.
I read my chinese short love stories and I felt really empty.
Being able to talk to you still doesn't change a thing.
You're still at a distance.

Munch.

I dreamt that I was a vampire. No wait, I dreamt that my immediate family were all vampires. It was kinda cool. They all look so different. And we had breakfast at this place, it was on a scaffolding next to the roof of this insanely tall building. SCARY as shit.

I had a fear for heights despite my being a vampire.

I ate normal food instead of sucked blood.

I drove a manual car around Japan. It flew too! It could fit more than it looked like it could. But it didn't fly when I was driving it. Kinda weird if you ask me.

I had long hair too! :) Like, super long smooth hair. RAWR. :) I likee. Hmm. :) I likeeeee.

And somehow, we were on a mission to save these teens. They were yelling at Thao to save them and I was with her, explains the car. :) Man, its too long to go into detail la. Seriously.

But, I woke up with a strained neck. Not the coolest thing in the world but meh. :)

Yes. Back to reality... I went to Starbucks thinking I could get some studying done. We get there, got our coffee, only to find that we needed to buy a Starbucks card in order to use the wifi for only 2 hours a day! SERIOUSLY?! -.-
Wow, this has gone TOO FAR. INSANITY this is! SIGH.

As you can see, the Fresh-End-Sesh went down pretty well. :) I'm kinda happy. :) The turnout was kinda good. :) Everyone got to have fun and all. :) But I got soaked. Thank goodness you didn't have to see that. :)
But all in all, I am glad it turned out well. :)
Thank you Eddie Ng, Mia Russell, Charlie Kerhin. :)

This year has been fun. :) Working with you guys have been super. :) I thoroughly enjoyed myself. :) 

Some photos of the successful event. :)

Haha. :) Me encanta.