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Hey you guys.

So I've decided to cut my hair like

THIS

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Deep Down...

You know in movies when the bad guys is coming in for the kill and the good guy goes... *something something..* deep down, in your heart, you're a nice person yadayada?
Yeah..? No..? Oh okay then...

Hmm I watch too much movies then. But well. I just wanted to have the title as it is and so I thought I'd start with it. But nevermind. My Monday has been pretty busy. I've finally submitted my job application and am now just going to wait for a response. :) I've gotten some financial aid sorted out but I am still yet to hit the supermarket. OMG. I am in dire need to go to the supermarket! I have some really important necessities that I need like notebooks! (ESPECIALLY NOTEBOOKS) BUT NOOOOOO something HAS to come up, stopping me from going there. -.- SERIOUSLY?? Horrible horrible news.



How long can I last on a 90% empty bottle of cleanserrrr..? :(



SIGH.



This is a rant post.


Before I go, ask yourself this question and maybe share the answer with a friend or two:

"Would I (that is youu) point my fingers at someone else for something I did to hurt them..? Why?"

Many of us are so unconscious about how we act towards others when it is not their fault, making the opposite side believe that they're guilty when really they aren't. Yes, it is easy hard to admit our faults but if you just do it, there really isn't any harm in it. JUST, let, it, go and stop making up things just cause you don't feel comfortable with that person. Be honest with that person cause otherwise it's really unpleasant.

The Raw Form

I had a real good laugh today.

I had to struggle to pick myself up from laughing rolling on the floor. After almost an hour of wrecking our brains to put up the white drapes, Martha and I decided to sit down and listen to some good old songs. Vintage stuff from the 90's. Mariah Carey and all that. She even showed me some Compton songs. Hmm.
For those of you who don't know what Compton is, it is; in a nutshell the GHETTO of California (or Southern California). This place is the birth place of super vulgar raps and hip hop. The type of stuff that the Malaysian government bans.

ANYWAY
Back to the story...
Somehow the night ended with her and stuff she came up for Drag Ball.
Wow, can't believe I'm alerady so super stoked for Drag Ball. This is kinda funkyyyy.
Drag Ball is when guys dress up as girls and vice versa. DUDE it is so fun. REALLY :)

Moving on...
So I've cleared out more boxes and some old clothes from my closet. No wonder I had so many boxes. So much junk that CAN'T even be used anymore. Old clothes, faded colors and all.

Also, I've done my laundry and I know what I need and don't need to get. I realized that it is possible to get stuff done with limited space and whatevers.
And I am yet to unpack one more luggage of clothes, clear up some of the other stuff from the boxes, fold the boxes up and I am good to go! :)

Also, I've put up some pink drapes over my window and my door, so my room is gonna be rather pink :)
Makes Kim a super happy person :) Even if it's temporary.
Hmm yes.

Time to go. Lot's of catching up to do.
Did I tell you that spanish killed me? :(
SIGH akibat tak ulangkaji.

I Think That Possibly...

...Maybe I'm falling for you.

I am absolutely addicted to this song.
It's just playing on repeat in my head.

Mainly because I can't find my iTouch and I don't have my computer (instead I have a loaner that can't play youtube videos or ANYTHING) omg die. -.-

Plus I have some wonderful earphones just SITTING there cause there's no reason for me to use it. Or more like, I can't even use it. SIGH.

I ran quite a fair bit of errands and am rather tired. I think tonight will be a good night. I'll get the sleep I need, get up earlier to read up on my Physics for homework. Sounds like fun eyh?

Yes, welcome back to Soka life.

* i love the way you make me grin from ear to ear *

Voluntarily Stretched Grin

I went to bed at 7am this morning.

Sucky much?

This jet lag thing is nasty.

I've seen quite a fair bit of people since my return to SUA.
And I have moved my furniture about twice today. All in ONE day. -.-

Bit too much laa. Okay. So furniture sounds so little when you break it down to table, closet, bed and this stand thing. OMG it's a lot -.-

And plus its SO INSANELY HEAVY.

What broke my heart was seeing Sam Sam's arm. :( It got burned by the coffee filter. :( OMG. Looks awfully painful. SHIT. :(

SIGH.

OH I had White Coffee tonight. :) bad move judging by how much I need to SLEEP helloooo -.-
But it was yumsss :) OM NOM and I bought Twix. Thus, explanation for my gemuk-ness -.- I hatee.

Hmm. Cleared out quite some boxes :) I am kinda proud of myself :)
Now I just need to figure out how to keep my clothes into my closet HMM.
I have too many boxes. I was shocked when I took everything out  of storage.

Kinda like this, was my face...

Haha not so scary laaa :)

Had fun today kinda. :) Unpacking. -.- Clearing it out only to add it back. -.-

SIGH epic win gagal la okayyy 

Anyway. School starts soon and I've not done SCRATCH SIGH

Better start. Expect an MIA haha :)

ADIOS :)

Gonna go unpackkkk :)

Ikut Rentak Sendiri

All this time, I've heard so much advice from so many different people. I believed in finding myself and seeking who I am as a person.

Then after talking to Danial, I realize that being yourself and making your own rhythm and shaping your own is what life really should be. A mix of a lot of things. Not just ONE. 

Because Love Runs Deep Within the Veins

Something horrible, horrible, absolutely terrible has transpired.

Leaving my family to pick up after me, in a very expensive manner.

And in the end, it left me in laughter tears, feeling downright bad and guilty.
However, my parents were just so calm and cool with it.
It broke my heart. I felt so bad. I really didn't mean to cause all this trouble for them or for myself. But who knew that this would've happen.

Then it made me realize just how much my parents really love me. 

Sitting at the lunch table today watching my brother get angry with dad just boiled my blood and being the accidental hypocrite, I felt down right snafu. 

But I realize that all this, is done with love.

After lunch and before I left for the airport, I spoke to my brother and to my surprise, he listened and took in everything I had to say, no questions asked, no annoyance, nothing. Just absorbing it like a sponge and understanding it. When he never used to.

Then when I saw him on Skype just a few hours later, he would still greet me with a grin on his face and a sparkle in his eyes (okay the sparkle, slight exaggeration la).

Love..? Respect.

And the other day when I went back to visit my Grandpa who is recovering from a broken heart, watching him cry for the things he wish she would've done to be alive just broke my heart and his love for her softened my heart.

So many things, in the past month has shown me the love and care from my family.

Thus, the title.

I'm sorry for not being able to elaborate more. I am drained and staring at the computer isn't really working...

And speaking of love, seeing Brandon's blog and seeing this one particular just shows me the love he has for something he loves.

It's been way over a year and it's still on there. Amazing. Truly.