Churning.

After what seems like 3 days of undisturbed silence and peace has come to an abrupt end.

When I opened facebook in the morning, I was faced with deep shock that has torn my healing heart yet again, in two.

I shan't elaborate on it but I vowed to myself that I will not "try and understand" the situation. If lies had been told to cover up for this one thing, I will not and will never let live.

I can barely breathe and all I want is for someone to be beside me to listen to what I have to say. I want to scream but I know that it just won't help me, nor will it the fellow tourists who are sitting nearby.

you and I, we need to talk.